grr. i can't sleep..again.

hope my brain's forming lots and lots of sulci coz i'm thinking too much. maybe not too much. maybe just plain thinking.

confused...I ignored you. again. Yet tomorrow's another day, and you greet me with a smile on your face (at least that's what i imagine). why don't you just teach me the lesson i've been wanting to learn but so stubbornly refuses to learn it by myself? the problem with you is you tolerate me too much...and I thank you for that :) _ _ _ _

there's change in me. ever since the incident/enlightenment/awakening happened, i've learned to control my impatience and selfishness (after being aware of it, after regretting..) . I have still a lot to learn and to control and to give, thanks to you I became a better person :) baby steps but i'm growing :) _ _ _ _ _

grr. i have to sleep or else i will be late for Physics again. and again. and again. But does that really matter? I don't think so.....oh stop.

i'm going to sleep :)